Sunday, December 11, 2011

Almost relapsed...still might...

Sun, 2011-12-11 01:30 — StartingOver
...I couldn't sleep so I turned on the computer. I didn't look at porn, didn't need to. I looked a sexually suggestive picture. Tried to go to bed after that. One thing lead to another. My fantasies are intense enough where I am going dopamine hits, real solid ones. I'm going to try an watch some Hulu, take my mind off of it.

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keep fighting, you can do

keep fighting, you can do this! it only makes you stronger if you can resist the cravings
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Alcohol

Still having problem this morning. I think its the drinking I did Friday night that lead me to my current state of mind.

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