So I woke up in the middle of the night or earlier this morning with a nocturnal erection, bigger than the ones I have had recently...my mind began to focus on it and I got excited but the minute I did the erection started to go down, I quickly reach down to touch it, to see if it was real, and it was, but the erection quickly faded.
This didn't happen with the past noctounral erection, which were firmer not necessarily bigger. It really only happens when I notice that my erection is becoming bigger than my Porn Induced minimal erection.
Whats the deal with that? Why is it that whenever I focus on having an erection it starts to go away. Am I shy from myself?