....but in a good way :-) I played indoor soccer for hour and 40 minutes last night. I haven't played that rigorously in 3 years. Wow am I sore but its a good sore.
Its funny, the first time I started to break out of my shell, which was 4 or 5 years ago, I also took up soccer. That first attempt was a disaster but my REBT therapist at the time help me keep it in prospective. This time I met up with old friends. Really good guys. Very understanding I hadn't played in a while. It was a nice time. I hope to play next week to but I didn't do so great so we'll see.
Notice improvement in regards to the erection area. Last night in a semiconscious sleep state I had to get up and pee and I notice that the first time in a long time I had hardness in my penis when I had to go pee. It was quite hard in comparison to how it is normally but it wasn't a full engorged erection but it was a noticeable difference and a something to be encouraged about. I did touch it to see and it did feel harder but shortly after I touched it it went down.
Today is 36 (and 39 of no O).
Think good and it will be good.