So I woke up in the middle of the night or earlier this morning with a nocturnal erection, bigger than the ones I have had recently...my mind began to focus on it and I got excited but the minute I did the erection started to go down, I quickly reach down to touch it, to see if it was real, and it was, but the erection quickly faded.
This didn't happen with the past noctounral erection, which were firmer not necessarily bigger. It really only happens when I notice that my erection is becoming bigger than my Porn Induced minimal erection.
Whats the deal with that? Why is it that whenever I focus on having an erection it starts to go away. Am I shy from myself?
Keep going mate. Don't ponder over it, it'll fix up later.
ReplyDeleteI'm in the process of rewiring due to porn induced ED as well and I find this to be very common. So far I'm on day 5, still at a very early stage but I'm doing well so far.
ReplyDeleteIf you stress yourself about getting an erection you will not get one. Don't worry, once you're rewired and you have a partner you will not worry as the dopamine that your fresh receptors will be catching will not allow you to think about anything but the task at hand only :)
Your mouth to G-ds ear's :-)
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