"NOTE: a former porn user will remain hyper-sensitive to any cues his brain associated with porn, for a very long time, and possibly indefinitely. This means that even a casual peek can activate your brain's old response and increase inner conflict. Stay away from porn. Resist the urge to test yourself by "just looking" to gauge how you're doing." Quoted from the end of this article - http://yourbrainonporn.com/rewire-your-brain-using-ocd-neuroscience
This was day 17 of no PMFO. Just now I watched an HBO show (these shows are the last as I finally cut out off all tv watching) and I saw a fairly heated sex scene, no nudity though. I got a bit excited but then I got uncomfortable. I got uncomfortable because I knew where the feeling was coming from. Then uncomfortable because I was watch two other people engage in something private, then uncomfortable because I have a value system and they were breaking it because they we being unfaithful (which was part of the story line).
Porn is bad. It has is no intringic value. And our devotion to it is damn near idol worship. When you watch porn you are watching an image but the image is not real. Just like an idol, which may have what looks like eyes, ears, and month but it can not see, hear or talk. These images can't touch us, speak to us, embrace us, yet we involve ourselves so deeply into them.
Just like when some prays to an idol, thinking they derive benefit from it but in truth they do not, we too think we are driving benefit from give over our brains and bodies over to these moving images but WE AREN'T. The truth is we're being enslaved by them!
Free yourself, be like Abraham, smash your idols, give up porn, masturbation, fantasy and orgasm forever!