Repressed 19 year old

I realized last night that I am a repressed 19 year old.  Thats when the ED started.  I woke up one day with morning wood but it wasn't fully erect.  It was like a flaccid penis but hard.  I've lived with this ever since.  Even though my life went on, a huge part of me is stuck there...life didn't evolve the way it could have.  I never was able to move beyond that moment.  Porn Induced Erectile Dysfunction has robbed me of so much joy I could have had in my life in so many different areas.