When I was in to PMO everyone I saw I felt I should be attracted too. So this morning I saw a woman I felt I was suppose to be attracted to but I wasn't so I was a little down. Then I saw another woman, and a similar feeling that I had earlier came over me. So I learned I will naturally tell myself who I am attracted to. I don't need to F every girl who walks the planet. I just need to let it come naturally.
Monday, November 7, 2011
This morning while getting my coffee I noticed a woman who works in my office...the way she walked and was dressed just screamed sex to me. I started getting feelings in my stomach and down there. At first I rejected it. But then later I realized I rejected it because the last time I had that feeling was when I looked at porn. But then I got happy because that feeling came from seeing a real live woman! And it meant I was ATTRACTED TO HER! Last time I felt that was maybe high school.